- In the new house now.
- Finally starting to really get into my job (oddly enough).
- Missing people that don't remember me.
- Missing people that meant way more to me than they ever knew.
- Finding homes for all my crap, while getting rid of the real crap.
- Once again realizing that my hubby means the world to me and I'd be lost without him.
- Missing him intensely...
I have not had near the time to do anything that I have wanted or needed to. My depression has been kicking my ass lately. I have been finding new and interesting ways to terrorize my brain. I have been hiding out being angry with everything for fear that I will become too morose to function with normal society. My capacity in my new position allowing me a vent for my anger and a release for my apathy. And yet... the storm is upon me.
Clinging to my blessings and the reminders of the reality of things. Keeps most of it at bay. Still I find myself stuck in my own sickness. JM is my light. While I am not myself at the moment, I love you all. I am still here.
As Always, T
